PiNkcEss StorY..

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2005-07-26T02:15:00.000-07:00

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everything dont seems to be working out well....

almost everything~~

and i am sad~~~

really upset~~~~

haiz~~~~~

sign off,
jas

keePiNg THe fAitH!!!

2005-07-23T18:25:00.000-07:00

just got home from CG not too long ago...

CG was great...

I will sing
I will worship You
I will bow myself down humbly at your throne
I will give anything
I will give everything
To You alone

I long to be the bride
that You're returning for
dressed in garment white
and wrinkle free
I have no earthly love
that Iam holding to
for You're the one
who mean Everything to me

I will sing
I will worship You
I will bow myself down humbly at your throne
I will give anything
I will give everything
To you alone

You are the faithful God
who keeps Your convenant
There's not one thing
you've said You haven't done
and someday when i see You
Standing face to face
my praise for You
will only have begun

I will sing
I will worship You
I will bow myself down humbly at your throne
I will give anything
I will give everything
To you alone

I will give anything
I will give everything
To You alone...

love
jas...

*going for dinner with dad~

yiPPiE~! strEsS! veXed~! I NEED MORE SLEEP!! i WANNA HOLIDAYS!!

2005-07-22T16:54:00.000-07:00

well, finally i have submitted my DSAG assignment.. but sad to say.. its only the first part of the assignment.. still have assignment 2 to go.. sob sob~~ how i wished i am an expert to clear every single paper w/o worries~ WHY AM I IN IT COURSE!! argh... had always been suffering throughout.. dont like every single subject that i am studying la~~ haiz... la....la....la.... don't like the environment.. dont like the lecturers(not all).... dont like the my time table... :(

sorry friends if i sound very negative here... i am feeling very down... as in when i am in school... or the thought of going to school... i am just not happy~~

i feel so much better with my family, W171, ushers, buddy friends, all the shopping and eating!! i am always looking forward for all these everytime i am out of school.. its just so happy la~!! even the thought of them makes me fly~~ high high~~

side track abit~ jieqi keeps coming online and offline!! so disturbing!! :S

on track--
ya, so i am looking forward to have dinner with my papa later.. going to cg tomorrow, going to church on sunday!! heehee :)

well, going to be much more busier the next few weeks.. opsy deadline is on this coming mon at 8am, the other subjects in this coming weeks.. and after all the assignment is my semester exams~! argh.. everything is moving at such a fast pace... i need more breathing space!! i am dying~~

oh ya~~ friends.. pray for me~~ i am having diarrhoea again~!! :( hmm.. dont remember i ate anything too oily lately leh..

ARGH!!! OPSY PROJECT!!! deadline on moN!!! aiya.. it keeps coming to my head! how how how~!! what is microsoft longhorn???

blah... i wanna go and rest le...

oh!! my leg is numb~~ :S

pinkcess

dying :S

2005-07-20T16:25:00.000-07:00

sigh~~ took a cab this morning... heart paiN!!! hmm.. didnt wanna take initially de.. but cause ally was waiting for me to take a cab.. thought its just 5 bucks but still.. heart pain~ sad..

well, my dsag assignment is half done~ thank God~ :) gg over to rebecca's place tml to complete.. pray that i can finish ya?

ok, got to get back to my dsag assignment le..

love,
jas

deadlines, deadlines, deadlines~!!

2005-07-19T23:00:00.000-07:00

MAD!!! not plainly because of the deadlines for my project~ but.. MY GIRLFRIENDS IN SCHOOL!!! once again, i am upset with her!! msning now with ally.. just got to know that i am assign to do some research which i dont have a chance to pick what i want~ instead, i suppose, they dumped to me what they don't wish to bother at all~! MAD~!! why must i always be the one being left ouT~! :(

have to hand in dsag on fri... node and more nodes~! *scream* +ARGH+

service was great on sunday~! well, no more cab for me~!! at least for the next 2 weeks.. will try and have already tried! Praise the Lord.. have not been taking cab for the past 2 days~! :D

Praise the Lord, manage to get my forecast done and update every necessary files that are needed~! thank God for His strength~!

my tuition kid called me up today in the middle of my class.. chatted for almost 10mins.. well, he is very long-winded~~can't tahan ar~ bought taiwan sausage for him.. he didn't drool this time round.. haha~~

tricia bought a roxy belt for me!! pink and black~ my favourite colours~ :D

i am going to skip opsy lab tml.. going to do my DSAG~ oh gosh.. i have to face the toopid teacher for my OPSY lab again.. -sad- and daniel chong is leaving soon.. this week.. i suppose... quite sad...

ok, i am going to sleep le.. long long day tml~~ looking forward to tml's BS..

btw, friends.. can don't put my link in your blog... cause i don't wish my blog to be read by other people that i don't really know.. thanks~! :)

love,
Jas

~heEhEe.. i AM fiNalLy bAck~

2005-07-15T03:36:00.000-07:00

i am happy~~ yeS i am~!! heEhEe~~ fiNally i Am aLriGHt afTer 48hourS or moRe ba~~ i mEan emotioNally~~ :D

alSo, waNna sHAre witH yoU aLL that i Got A new bAG~!! *so so so HappY* --THANKS JEFF-- (do i always mention him in my blog?? hmm.. hEehee~!! buT he is just so so much foR me to appreciate~!)

and to tricia~!! whats the surprise that you wanna give me??? hope you had fun with us!!(eating, fellowshipping and suanning~!)

i gave my precious necklace away~! oh.. i missed it now~ but i am really happy that i gave it away~! just felt a prompting to give it away~ though i hestiated for awhile~ but i am sure its all worth it!! *hug hug grace!!*

oh ya~~ my one week break is coming to an enD!!! *cry!!* argh~~ deadlines for almost all my projects~! friends.. do prepare to see panda~~ :(....

God, help me in the midst when i feel most like giving up~ I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART~

to JT : hope you really had a good time today~! well, you really arent a big eater~ think all the girls beat you ar!! haha!! like my beef dipped with egg?? heehee~~ yummy yummy right!! haha~!! must take care when you are in thailand ok?! do be careful also aR~~ God bless~~

to matt : CONGRATULATIONS!! finally you are a free man! haha~! i am sure as you honour God and keep your commitments strong in Him, God will pour His Blessings upon you!! JIA YOU!! waiting to hear more good reports from you!! hopefully ...hmm... a C_R(fill in the blank)!!! haha~! see, i am helping you to see a greater picture!! hahahaha!! :D

to jeff : i treasure you!! know that in times when things don't seems well, God is with you always!! i am with you always too!!(though not as close as God.. :P) no weapon formed against you shall prosper!! let's believe together that everything will be fine ya~! go read psalm 147 to 150~~ Praise the Lord~! *hug hug*

yiPPie~~ yes, i am hapPY!! Great is the Lord, and greatly to be praised!

cheerS,
pinkcess

BODY=IN OPSY LAB, HEART AND MIND=YOUTH CONFERENCE~!

2005-06-08T15:50:00.000-07:00

though i didnt really hear what Pst preached yesterday, but God's presence was so deeply felt in the overflow area~ so tangible~!

I was doing internal traffic AGAIN~ well, no complaints since i am willing to serve God. I shall go wherever there's a need.. Its not going to be just what i want~ AMEN~!

Heard from sis shirley that i wil be doing internal traffic today. Hope everything will go on fine~ Yesterday quite a number of people were turned away.. including baoting and brother vincent.. baoting is really sad..
Also, some were sad, some were angry.. BUT, we really cant help~ So SoRRY sisters and BROtheRs..
one CGL took my name~ think he wasnt happy with me~ BUT well, i really cant hold anymore people~ thats why i have to kindly invite you off.. pls do understand.. haiz.. once again i see the real self of a human being again~ its so sad.. Well, i just have to disgest into my heart that leaders are not perfect toO~ sometimes its really heart breaking to see leaders behaving the same way as how some members behave.. :S

now.. its OPSY lab again~ so sian la~~ sian sian sian sian~!! i want to go to CHURCH now~!!

Love,
pinkcess

oH~~ YOUTH CONFERENCE~!!

2005-06-07T00:59:00.000-07:00

yeah.. finally youth conference has arrived~! BUT, i am sad.. I CANT ATTEND THE MORNING SESSIONS~! i can only attend the night sessions~ :(... Never thougth that last year was actually my last year attending the WHOLE youth conference~ anyway, i just want to thank God that i am able to attend~! :D cant wait to go!!

also, i like put on dont know how many kilos la~~ 5, 10 or 15kg?? oh no~~ i am feeling heavy~! gosh, i am feeling so FAT now~! even my dad says so... after comforting me for days or weeks he finally gave up lying to me.. He said "have not really see you thoroughly for the past few days, you have put on quite a few kilos~.." <-- in mandarin.. ARGH~! sad sad.. not with my dad but myself~

haha~! yet i think this is really not affecting me that much as i thought it would be~ i am alright~ or i should say, i am HAPPY~!

YIPPIE YIPPIE~!

Love,
PINKCESS

she finally called me ~xian~~!!!

2005-06-03T13:00:00.000-07:00

i am so happy!!!

she finally call me xian!!! its been quite sometime since i felt so close to her.. and she is finally smiling at me~ i am flying i am flying~!!

Praise the Lord, things are getting better in school~!! :D :D :D :D :D

well, trish.. i really hope that you are alright~ pls do not let your emotions take over you ya? i dont like you to utter wrong words from your mouth~ its not good~ be strong ok~ control control!! in all situations~! i still love you alot~
~this i assure you~ i will never leave you~ *hug!* also, happy that you are impactiing your marketplace~ thats great and continue to shine in your workplace~! do let me know your working schedule also.. so i can date you out~! :P

thats all for now.. going for lecture now...

pinkcess(i am smiling agaiN~preciouspinkcesssmilez)

~my mood is getting better~ Praise The Lord

2005-06-03T02:10:00.000-07:00

heeheE~~ had sakae sushi for my meals todaY~! and finally jeff is contacting me~!! heehee~~ well, i know you are very busy.. BUT... pls do take care of yourself ok~! AND.. NO BASKETBALL for you(at least 4 months)~

school is getting better i suppose~ at least she is taking the initiative to talk to me.. and asking me to eat together with her.. but yet, we are still sitting in different tables.. Well, at least things are improving ar..

thanks JT~! i really feel very very touched~ thanks for the msg.. can i post it here?? seriously, i feel much better after reading your msg~ :D thanks thanks~
aiya~ can i not wait for your approval and post it here~? hmm.. ok~!! final decesion.. i should post it here w/o your permission~ ha ha~

BY TERRANCE TO ME :
trouble makers will come and mess up your life.God allowed them to mess around with u because it will make your life more colorful. they are supposed to be God's crayon ... coloring your life to make you beautiful like rainbow.lastly remember .. thou i walk thru the valleys and the shadow of death, i fear no evil, for your rod and your staff they comfort me.You prepared a table before me in the presence of my enemys. you anoint my head with oil ... my cupoverflows... surely goodness and love will follow me and i will dwell in the house of the lord forever.remember , the Lord will always lay a table for you in front of your enemy! (even thou they may not really be one lah ) just dont give up ok ? jiayou

he is so sweet ar~ *smile* once again... "Thank you~!~!"

anyway, Youth Conference is next weeK!!! *excited!!* well, i can only go for the night sessions.. BUT i still want to thank GOD~ i am sure it is going to bring all the youths up into another level~~ CITY HARVEST is going to ROCK THE WORLD BECAUSE OF THE YOUTHS AROUND~!! heehee~~ youths.. Amen??

YOUTH CONFERENCE YOUTH CONFERENCE~!!

i am filled with joy again~!

in You i trust and Love always...~

into your hands
i commit again
with all i am
i trust in you

i'll walk with you
in the palms of your hands
and your promises, forever..

Jesus i believe in you,
Jesus i belong to you
you're the reason that i sing
the reason that i live
with all i am

love,
pinkcess

in OPSY prac again~

2005-06-01T15:50:00.000-07:00

dont know how to do~~... and my teacher is not helping us~ WE ARE LOST~!

today's mood~ bad bad bad...

2005-05-31T01:17:00.000-07:00

she did something very bad todaY~! gal, do you know that you are hurting me~ yes, i cried.. because of you...

thanks baoting for always there for me and for all your smses that are filled of love~

well, i am going to face them agaiN~ yes, i will be strong! i wont give up and will not let this matter affects me too mucH~

close friends, be there for me.. pls forgive me if i am going to flare my anger at you one day~ and there is a limit to my patience... so dont make me upset agaiN~ i am pissed off yesterday as well.. and please be very careful with the words you use..

jas

i just feel like crying~

2005-05-29T23:18:00.000-07:00

i am happy today~ just something happen before service that upset me..

or should i say i was happy today until someone said something to me...

i forgot about the hurting incident until i talked about it just now..ouch~ it hurts~

anyway.. matthew did zone A understudy today~.. heehee.. guess who was the IC? *drum rolling.....* its me!! ha ha ha~! well matt.. you did well just that i need you to be with me as much as possible so that you can know what i am doing~ ha ha ha~ but overall, you did a great job! aiya.. think no kick for you la~~ peanut to you only.. next time should offer to you DURIAN!

also, I MISS JEFF!!! he has not contact me for like so long la~! are you really BUSY or have you forgotten ME?? :( i am sad... you are not here with me... when can i hear from you again..

i am going to have a very busy week this week... Frens, do pray for me ya~ love you people~

jas

~moth or butterFly??~ pASta maNIa is so YummY!!~

2005-05-28T12:00:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!! today is saT!! finally no school le~ ha ha ha~

well, wanted to blog yest but my sister was using the computer..

anyway, its so scary la!! saw 3 moths yesterday!! and its very very very huge~! its reallly BIG!! whew~~ :S and its seems to be like the same moth.. its black and with some other colour~ YUCKS!! well, the first time i saw the moth was at the entrance door of my school lab.. me--> *screaming!!* held on to my lyn's arm and dug my head under her bag and we went in~ oh gosh. so embarrassing la~ second time: went to trish's place before i go for my lesson at 6pm.. saw the same moth!! i think so.. flying around the lift area!! me--> was trying to be cool about it cause there was a young malay school girl besides me... the moth-->continue flying and it was resting on the wall.. and its just above the lift that i wanted to enter.. me--> dont dare to go into the lift~ :S, SUNDDENLY the moth flew and i let out a SHARP scream.. the little girl got a shock and she laughed at me~ :S :S super super pai seh!! then she tried to lured the moth away so that i can enter in to the lift.. heehee~ whew~~ thanks little gal! :D third time: at a void deck~ but this time i was very far away from it~! heehee.. trish saw that and she was like "WOW!!! SUCH A BIG MOTH LA" well, at least i am not exagerrating.. so the third time.. i didnt make a big fuss! heehee..

my dinner~: PASTA MANIA at tamp mall..

before trish came.. me and alex(my pizza fren!) ordered 1 chicken caesar salad, a 10 inch hawaiian pizza and a beef lagsane.. YUm Yumm!!

after trish reached.. WE ordered the creamy chicken!! whoo!! its so nice.. heehee..

ALL the FOOD we had were really nice! *think i have put on like 1kg.. :(*

BUT its ALL WORTH IT!! :P

and most of the shops are having discounts! so many so many.. saw a puma(black and pink shoe), a bag from puma(but its white..).. and also a swim wear that cost ONLY 18 bucks from BLUSH! cheap cheap! but i didnt get anything.. next time ba. :)

gg to orchard with my dad later!! heehee :) yeah,, BIG SINGAPORE SALE!! wonder will i see anything i like..

ok, gg to prepare now and go for CG le!~

Love lots,
pinkcess

~yUmmY Day~ :D

2005-05-27T00:37:00.000-07:00

heehee.. managed to get an hour sleep more before i went to school today.. kind bro matt drove me to school..:D thanks alot! also, we managed to get for ourself MAC sausage muffins.. yum yum~~

felt that today school lessons were short.. time past very fast.. *happy* *GOOD!!* but... still feel quite distance from her.. aiyo~ can she open up?? and can i be more patient!!
Dear God, be my source of strength in times when i feel like giving up~

i think i am going to love DBSY~! and also DSAG~! maybe not so much on OOAD and opps.. i forgot whats the other subject le.. BUT, think all the projects are going to be real tough and more tricky or more work to be done~ will try to attend ALL lecture and not skip any single one~ *PROMISE!!*

after school, dear bro matt came to pick me up again*thank you!*~ together with sam and also trish.. we went out for lunch at thomsom before sam went to work and i went to give tution~ tired day.. but yet i think today is my most happiest day :D though something not very pleased occured just now at home.. my sis took my SHAPE magazine out without telling me.. and its not the first time le.. when it comes back to me.. its like so crumpled la~ *fuming mad* hope later it will still coem back as one piece mei mei de... *PRAYING HARD* but well, i still love my jie~ just dun like her to anyhow take my stuff.. at least let me know or at least be back in one good piece..

anyway, i didnt have crab yest.. sis and trish went to cold storage to get but all sold out or issit dont have le.. so sad la~ but we had sweet and sour pork and also brocoli and cauliflower~! yummy yummy yummy~!! love sis!!

i broke the record for this week~ i am online since 10pm until now.. heehee... talking to JT now.. well, JT you are really nice and also i am sure you will have the God factor in you and you will be able to get a nice sister~ :) and tml or rather later.. i am going to have dinner with alex the lion and trish for dinner at pasta mania.. yum yum~! and my lesson is only going to end at 8pM~ sianz..!

cant wait for sat and sun to come~ and i am on duty this week!! :D

oh.. a small moth!! *screams*

LOve,
JAs

~in school~ OPSY prac~

2005-05-25T16:20:00.000-07:00

~boring~ using linux OS now.. is not as easy as microsoft.. haiz~ anyway, still have to learn..

tricia just sms me.. da jie is cooking crabs today~ yuMMy~~ :P.. cant wait to go home now.. :D and matt is coming to fetch me home~ heehee..

well, thinking of the free ride back and the brab makes today lessons all worth it..

oh ya, so mad~ this morning there was such a heavy downpour.. my skirt was wet and i was late for my 8am lesson~ :( left home at 7am and i am still late~

BUT.. something wonderful happen today! after so so so long.. me and lyn finally have our first conversatioN!! PRAISE THE LORD! In You i trust~ Muackz..

ok, gg to get back to my lesson now..

love,
Jas

letting go~~

2005-05-21T20:31:00.000-07:00

went for cg today. though i may hear this msg for a few times.. but each time i hear it, i am at different level of commitment...

now, i think i am in a place where i have to let go of that which is precious to me~ if abram can do it which is to sarcrfice his only son Issca to God, i am sure i can also.... though what i have to let go is not my flesh and blood but i am sure if i obey God.. My breakthrough will be on its way.. and i can also be God's friend.. :)

left a testimonial to ... msg her that i miss her alot.. Anyway, school is starting soon and i really hope that we can be back again. well, it really took me a big step to leave her the msg... so hope she will do something about it..

jas

my first traffic understudy :D

2005-05-21T04:45:00.000-07:00

heehee..so happy! today understudy was great~ praise the Lord. :)

Nothing really tough that i cant handle..but there are things that i need to improve on.. one very impt thing.. *estimate the number of people~! for me, its not an easy task.. cause i tend to overestimate. :S BUT, i will improve! AMEN?? haha... also, i did hold the set for awhile and i seriously have to learn how to use one, must at least learn the language that they use on net...fun fun fun!!~

another good news: 2 people praised me : "Hey jas, you slim down alot huh!"
*me-->flying* haha.. well, they have not seen me for ages la.. at least for 5 months or so.. heehee...

and, church is moving to the EAST!! yeah!! haha~

Well, while i was on duty just now, i saw 2 RATS!!! yucks!! got a shock!!~~its as huge as a small cat.. not a kitten.. but a small cat.. :P yeeEeee.. so scary~! think the DFO must have settled it le ba~ :S

In a few days time.. Its going to be 24/05/05~ and it means that my school is starting soon~ had a look at my time table.. aiyo~ *faint* my tues timetable is the worst! but on other days its still ok.. ok only...still have lessons that start at 8am and end at 6pm.. but i have 2 days that end at 3pm... wooHoo... cOOL~~well, looking forward to know my new classmates and work with them~ not forgetting to share the gospels with them~ (^_^)

later on i am having CG!! yeah~~! miss all the members to bits.. :D well, yanwen, i am really proud of you~ thanks for sharing with me on your progress! keep on trusting God and reading His word and i am sure your breakthrough is on your/its way~!and we are all waiting for you to join us in the coolest cell group meeting~! *cheers* baoting.. thanks for always there for me and support me.. MUACKZ.~ mel, grace and jon.. i missed all the craps and laughter we shared~ when can i have it again?? zhen...i am starting school le.. think we can only have sakae sushi after my school start ya?:) the other cgm.. lets keep the fun coming in~ and come on, w171.. together we can grow the CG! AMEN!!

also, i am going to AUSTRALIA next year!! yeaH!! and its confirmed! haha...great great great! and we are going to Pst Phil's church!!cant wait for all this to happen!~ and also my year end hong kong trip~! heehee.. looking forward to all the trips~ let me not just be a talker but also be a doer..so that means i am going!! right, ppl?? to those who are going with me.. :P :D :)

ok,, zzZzzz soon..

smilez,
pinkcess jas

tired but happy day~

2005-05-14T02:05:00.000-07:00

if everything works out well, today will be my last day of work.. if not.. i will still have 2 days next week. But i cant bear to leave the workplace.. The people are so nice to be with. So cool and fun to be with. Thanks for all the fun and care! :) i never feel uneasy working with you guys~! Thanks for all your guidance~! and also being so patient with me when i am so so blur~! :P

Day 1 of Pst Phil's conference..

2005-05-11T04:43:00.000-07:00

how my spirit man is feeling now : refresh~! strong~! :D

one hour later...
after a phone chat.. i am feeling sad.. PMS period.. pardon me ya~

anyway today Pst Phil's conference was great~! simply awesome!

...come come Holy Spirit~Pour down your refreshing water~

Well, Pst mentioned some phrases which i feel that it were good.

1) I am appointed into this earth to dedicate and set it in order.

2)Heaven is open above us despite the rejection and other negative stuffs..

Crete.. oh ya~ in Titus 1:5 (Crete known for archery, lioness, ambush..)

3)The reason why we are left in Crete with the lioness is so that we can open the Heaven in the darkest situations.

4)We are the key to open people's lives!

5)Storm VS Cloud of Glory(i choose cloud of glory :>)

6)In the presence of God there's revival!

7)4 Faces : Man(Front), Face of lion(Side), Oxen(Side), Eagle(Back).. Never the faces messed up your life!

8) Ministers are not subject to the organizations but the oraganizations are subjected to the ministers.

9) The living creature embraces the spirit of Faith in the wheels that help it to move.

10) Courage is the great territory of great leadership.

Well, its not a ten points sermon.. just feel that the 10 facts are so real in life and wish to share with you guys. Isnt it powerful?!

Talking about ushering.. it was fun and exciting~! My first time doing stage usher at the conference. The Holy Spirit must have led me in my duty today. Felt so much peace for the very first time doing a new position. No worries at all. Praise the Lord~! Cant wait to share this with my section leaders. :D

The next few days will surely be more fantanstic! will share more then.

Before i went to church, i went to give tuition. For those who do not know.. I am a K2 tuition teacher, teaching anything or everything the parents want me to.. But i touch mostly on Eng and Chinese. Just 6 weeks, he is improving his spelling,"ting xie" and reading story books! *clap clap* Now, he knows how to read the "Lily's breakfast" and "Where is my baby?".. So proud of him and myself. heehee *grin grin*

Time now is 4.40am and dad is awake.. :S

Going to sleep now..

Btw, thanks cui qi and si hui.. just saw your comments.. Hope you continue visiting my blog.. Though i wont blog so often.. But i will try ya? :)

God Bless..

Opps.. Dad read my blog.. But think he only knows the simple wordings.. heehee...

pinkcess jas

pinkcess is back in aCtioN~! heeheez..

2005-05-09T01:50:00.000-07:00

haha~!! i am so happy.. i finally recall my password~!! thanks NOAH~! :D:D

now my hair is soaked with the straightening hair cream.. *stinks* cant wait to wash it off and see the outcome~ heehee... but i look so nerdy right now with the wet and flat hair.. :S

svc was great~! wow.. many gave their hearts to Jesus and also many got healed physically! Praise the Lord~! Also, congrats to yan wen~! must keep on keeping on and be faithful ya?!

well, so many things happened today.. the heavy downpour was so scary~! brought my memory back to the tsunami disaster.. :( aiyo.. i dun know how to describle.. Fear just gripped my heart.. some many things to do after i reached church..didnt even really attend the svc.. but i did hear the sermon. before that i was doing busing and was quite upset by some people.. haiz... dunn really feel very happy today.. cause of the people and also the thing that happen to me.. i .. my new bought skirt!!~~ utterly sad!

change topic..

YEAH, Pst Phil will be coming this week!! cant wait for the day to come~!

mood change..
school going to start soon and i am going to face all those mean people~! ARGH!! :( :(

God, give me a new heart, a heart that is after you.. Filled with compassion and love.. Let not my emotions take over me but your overwhelming love to bring me out of all the sarcastism i am going to face. In you i trust and always love.. Amen...

pinkcess jas

Lost in you alone,
There's where i wanna be.. to hear your voice
Softly in my ears
You whisper words to me that I am Yours

Cant live a day without
My souls cries out for more of you
My Lord, My portion and hope..
I close my eyes and feel You near
There's nobody else that can take your place in my heart..

Lost in you alone,
There's where i wanna be.. to hear your voice
Softly in my ears
You whisper words to me that I am Yours

Cant live a day without
My souls cries out for more of you
My Lord, My portion and hope..
I close my eyes and feel You near
There's nobody else that can take your place in my heart..

..............

tHaNks w171 :)

2005-03-19T17:01:00.000-08:00

hey guys! thanks for the present! :D a wIshlist indeed does help! zhen msg me few days back and asked whats my wishlist.. thought for awhile and msg her back.."blusher, many earrings, a shirt that i can wear for svc".. not bad right.. all within budget except for the shirt la.. heehee.. so my beloved CG bought me a blusher from i nouvi!! thanks baoting for that suggestion! :) but, now another thing occur.. no brush for the blusher!! (-_-)''' i have one but the brush is too rough... so i dun like it.. saw a few that i like but its like 20 bucks for a brush! isnt it tooo ex?? so i didnt get it.. so well, for those that are reading my blog and don't know what to get for me... maybe you can consider to get me a brush??? hAhahaha!! :D *not a toothbrush but a blusher brush ok??!!* :P

well, going to cook dinner today for my papa again! :D yuMmy yummy yummy!

also... exams approaching soon!! oh no! in 2 days time.. :S ARGH!! i still have so much to cover.. :(...

got to go and study le..*sob sob*

my slogen -->"smile always, be happy, if you can, laugh out loud!"
thanks jeff.. you recall what i said! heehee... i will try! :D

~fUlFillEd~

2005-03-19T00:07:00.000-08:00

heehee.. i cooked my "na shou hao chai" today again!! Well, something different today.. I cooked french beans with carrot and also added carrot together with brocoli and cauliflower.. yummy yummY yUmmy!! *drooling* Start to love cooking le.. :) ALso, today dad tried my dish!! *yEah* first i let him tried the french beans.. me: "how is it?? Nice?? Got taste?? Salty ma??" dad: "NICE! not salty.. gang gang hao.." me:"(with pride) see! i dont only know how to eat.. i also know how to cook! :P.. i will cook for you tomorrow! :)" dad: "ok! then i will come home and eat.." heehee.. so happy today.. had been quite sometime since i cooked for dad.. he commented that i cant cook the last time i tried to fry some cai xin for him.. :( so i told myself i will never cook that again! heehee.. but for now.. i think i will change my mind.. i will try to learn how to cook that! :D
will also want to tell my beloved Cg that i have learnt to cook another dish besides spag le! think everyone will be overjoyed! hahahaha.. so when will we have cg refreshments again?? cant wait for the day to come! hahaha.. (^_^)

in a few mins time i am going to sing to my dearest darling a bdae song!! HAPPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TRICIA!!*hUg hUg* *MUACKZ!!!* POUR--> GREAT BLESSINGS + LOVE + "SIMON's LOVE"(hahahahahahaha, HAO MEILI) + BREAKTHROUGH into your life! Pray that you will always be so happy in every single day of your life! :D

whoa.. time really flies ar.. so fast da jie is 22..trish is 21 le and i am gg to be 20!! :(... lao le la.. argh!! *change topic*

*YEAH* jeff's foot is getting better!! went to visit him today and accompany him to see chinese physician for the last time!! *yIppIe* jeff.. very happy to see you with your smile after you came out from the *OUCH* room.. heehee.. take care ya?? dun wish to see you injured again! (though me, wan yun and matt will be there to take care of you! :D)

12AM SHARP(19th MAR 2005): tricia not picking up her phone call!! must be the CG celebrating for her now.. never mind.. TRISH, HERE's A BDAE SONG FROM ME!! GOD IS BLESSING YOU NOW!! GOD IS BLESSING YOU NOW!! GOD IS BLESSING YOU ....TRICIA !!!!*SCREAM.. YIPPIE!!!.. yeAH!!! woOOoo!!!* GOD IS BLESSING YOU NOW!!!*SCREAM.. YIPPIE!!!.. yeAH!!! woOOoo!!!* *mUACKZ!!* heehee..

ok! got to go and study now..had enough of fun le!! :D

love,
pinkcess

2nd part of getting started.. :)

2005-03-18T00:12:00.000-08:00

(tricia is feeding me with cheezel as i write.. yummMYY!!)my papa never come home and try my dish.. :( but well, i stilll have my di di!! :) Its his first time praising that my food is nice.. heehee *touched* And..He finished most of it.. Guess how much time did i use?? less than 1/2 hour neh.. hEehee.. no longer so po po ma ma le.. Breakthru ya?! :P after that.. my bro date me out for a jog! so shiok.. :) had too much food today.. :( now.. she is beside me reprimanding me how to write a blog.. *seeing me with a very not happy face..* oh no.. i am so SINGAPOREAN!! so singlish...
well.. going to take a break now.. cause my dear tricia is waiting to use the com.. Got to go and study for my exams le.. Frens, do pray for me ya?! my papers are from 21st mar to 24th mar(MY BDAE!!).. Thank you! :) see where my main motive is??!! hahahahaha.. :D

Love,
pinkcess..

Getting started AGAIN!! :)

2005-03-17T18:37:00.000-08:00

yeaH!! after 15mins.. i manage to find my way here.. TO BLOG!! heeheE.. *clap clap* *blow trumpets!!*
hmm.. well.. finally i start blogging again.. :) everyone else has been blogging and its so nice reading their blog.. so i want to sia ding que xing to blog also.. not copycaty ok?! (*_*) heehee.. btw, how can i change the blog skin huh?? or whatever its called... i want it to be pink!! :P so sweet!
ok..enough of my nonsense.. gg to write what happen today...
woke up at ard 12pm today. nua at my bed until 12 plus before waking my dearest tricia.. she can sleep real much man! gal, i surrender!! *hands up* you win!! heehee.. decide to cook something after watching "yan can cook".. so yummy!! but dun noe how to cook any of it.. :S so i suggest to tricia why dun we cook spag!!?? <---my zhao pai chai!(my dearest W171 will noe) heehee.. she agreed and so there we go.. TO NTUC.. cause cold storage things are very expensive.. *sound so auntie ar..*hahaha.. we pass by some stalls that sell vegetables and i saw my fav veGI!! brocoli and caulifloweR!! yummy.. well.. i only noe how to eat.. other than spag and maggie mee.. i noe nothing abt cooking le.. ok la.. still noe how to cook half boil egg.. heehee..
ok.. so tricia offered to cook it cause she ever see her ah ma cooked it.. bought some chilli padi hm also cause i love hot and spicy stuff!! *drooling le.. :P* bought quite a few stuffs from NTUC.. heehee.. well, my house is not empty anymore.. heehee.. we spent like 1 hour preparing and cooking the food before we can start eating.. i cooked the spag(with sliced mushroom and minced meat), tricia cooked the vegi(brocoli, cauliflower, squid, minced meat, garlic and sliced mushroom)!! trish, its really nice!! thanks! also.. we had some really golden fries!! haha.. tricia was so mad cause i make it cook for so long that it turn so crispy that we can hardly eat the soft potatoes.. anyway.. isnt good to have it cooked then not??!! hahaha.. well, had such a sumptous meal.. that covers my breakfast, lunch and dinner.. :) but, i still left with some vegi which i am gg to cook it for my dad to eat!! gg to show him that i do not juz noe how to eat but also cook.. hahaha.. pls pray that we wont get stomachache after eating it! heehee.. also, i will never never want to chop chilli padi anymore! the results were so unbearable!! my fingers were so hot and spicy!! feel so terrible man! got to soak my hand in freezing cold water to ease the pain.. didnt go off after quite some time leh.. OUCH!!

ok.. need to go and prepare le.. my dad is coming home soon and i am going to make the most delicious food he has ever tasted! will blog later to tell you guys the result! :D

love,
pinkcess..

myFirstTimeUsingBlog (^_^)

2005-01-06T22:27:00.000-08:00

heehee... my first time using blog.. dun noe what to write also... only thing i noe is that i am pinkcess!! :) special and sweet name.. sounds precious also and therefore i put my blog as preciouspinkcesssmilez... why smilez?? thats because i love to smile.. heehee.. i am not a grumpy person nor a sour plum.. so you will see me smilez even when i am mad..
ok, gtg to rush to the toilet le.. big biz is waiting for me.. :P
oh ya, btw, how do i get back if i log out???!!! hmm....
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